Do you ever stay awake pointlessly just because your kindof worried that you might miss out on a part of life?
I do.
It's usually when I'm so inspired by life and art and the people around me that I feel as if I need to keep learning and discovering, which leaves no time for sleep.

I keep having little flashes to my life overseas, when I go on a student exchange.  I can really see myself there, that must mean it's going to happen right?

My adopted cat, Chad, has been lying next to me for the last four hours, moving only to stretch his paw out occassionally.  I feel pretty close to him right now..

The boy i'm seeing, is so good for me its unusual.  And the other day, he mentioned to me this experience where he sometimes has a 'moment'.  It happens mostly on your own, when your doing something, and all of a sudden you can't stop smiling and thinking about how amazing everything is.  I experience this too, quite ocassionally, and i've never told anyone until now.
We had our own moment together the other day.
It's still vivid in my mind..